Talking To Myself

What is the meaning of life

to live it

Well why am I living it

Its what you are meant to do

Can you be more specific

Ask a more specific question

How do I know if the choices I am making are the right choices?

They are?

Every one of them?

Yes

What if I make a choice that ISNT right

You can't, and you know that

Okay, what if I make a choice that leads to my failure

You canot fail. You are created to succeed.  You can do nothing but succeed.  Your conscious mind simply doesn't always understand the way in which you are succeeding at the time, and it reads this as failure.  All things are meant to be.  all things are a part of the success.

What if my mind reads something as failure, and it leads to sadness, fear, frustration, things like that?  I don't want that.

But those things are necessary.  They are a part of the experience, just as is love, peace, and understanding.  It is only once we have experienced these things that you call failure, that we can appreciate the success of the end result.  All emotions and expereinces are necessary and a part of your whole.  A part of your journey.  A part of who you are.  Do not deny them, embrace them. Experience them.  Learn from them.  And move forward with only that in mind that is a part of what you want and what you see.  You draw to yourself what is necessary.  You interpret what your draw to yourself as joyous or painful.  Life is relative.

What if it's to hard?

It will never be to hard.

What if It IS to hard and I can't deal with it.

You can.

What if I face an experience that I can't make a decision?

The decision will be made.

What if I CAN'T make that decision.

It will be made, one way or another, regardless.  It is nto the decision that is important.  It is WHY the decision was made that is important.

Even if it's someone else's decisions?

All decisions are made, regardless of who makes them.  They are made in the perfect way, because they are necessary.  The path you walk is set for a reason.  It is you experience and every step of it is neccessary.  Questioning the choice is not the way.  Rather question why that choice was necessary, and how it serves you.  By questioning the answer to the choice, we may come upon new choices.  Each choice brings greater awarness of ourselves and of our purpose.  Each answer brings forth more questions.  This is the fun of life.  This is what keeps every moment interesting and vibrant.  Without questions, we are left without anything to persue.  It is the pursuit of the answer, and the questions that come when we find it, that give us our motivation and passion.

Good times…

always.

But when it comes down to it, I want to be able to make decisions, and to be confident that the decisions that I make is the right one.

It will be.

But what if I am unable to make a decisions?

You're real question is not "why can I not make decisions" the dillema is a fear of loss.  You worry that if you make a decision, you will lose something important.

Well yes, that's true.

So that is rooted in fear.  Fear of loss.

Well then how can I overcome that fear?

By understanding.  Understanding that you lose nothing.  Nothing is lost.  Every experience ends at some point to make room for new experiences.  Each moment heralds a changing experience. To overcome the fear of lose that leads you top this fear of decisions, you simply need to understand that there IS NOTHING TO FEAR.  Fear is not something you are born with.  It is something you inherit from your experience.  You have been taught that change must be frightening.  That to move beyond one experience to another is to lose that experience.  This is not so.  By moving to a new experience you do not lose the previous ones.  Every expereince has inately become a part of you.  It serves to help shape your thoughts and understandings.  No expereince is lost.  It is simply trancended.  Do not be afraid of this change.  Embrace it.

But what if a decision DOES mean the loss of something.  Be that a person, a relationship, a home, or a job.  Even money.  What if I make a choice that causes me to lose money and be unable to pay bills and meet obligations?

You still aren't understanding.  Nothing is lost.  An end to something is not to lose it.  It is to move beyond it.  You're finances are unlimited.  You chose the amount of money in your pocket.  If you are not meant to have an experience, then you will not be guided to it.  If you are not meant to be broke, then you won't be.  It's a simple and complicated idea to understand I know.  But your wealth is not limited.  You're relationship is not limited.  These are ideas.  You hold to these ideas because you think you understand them.  But really you perceive them out of habit.  

This is a bit to confusing to digest in passing conversation.

Well dwell on it a bit.  Let that sink in.  It's important.

So if I get this straight, you are saying that I shouldn't be afraid to make a decision becasue whatever I decide is right, and nothing is truly lost, just trancended.  But the problem I have with that, is that I don't want to lose my sense of security and comfort.

Well that is why change appears so fearful to many people.  We deny our need to change becasue we are afraid that where we go will not be familiar, and we fear that which is not familiar.

Why do we fear it?

Becasue man has long feared the unknown.  The first men to leave caves and move to the sunlight were afraid, and yet that change unleashed unimaginable potential.

But comparing a job or a relationship or money to leaving a cave seems poetic but far fethced.

Does it?  Is it not unfathomable to say that by leaving a relationship or a job or by releasing money you may not realize your own potential?

I see your point.  But what if the experience I choose to leave is helping me fulfill my potential?  

If it is necessary, then you will not leave it.  Trust in your divine ability to make the right and perfect choice.